Suicide as a Result of an Endogenous Depression

How many of you have felt really, really hopelessly depressed? Then you know what it is like. If you multiply this by ten, then you will know what a manic-depressive feels in his or hers depression. Nothing makes any sense, nothing! It's...it's worse than nothing. It's total vacuum. There is absolutely no way of getting out into the sunshine. And for the depressed person, the only solution is to end it all like this, because it has become unbearable. You understand that at the end, when you do the life review after you die, that will be evaluated as if you had died of cancer. That form of depression and suicide is an illness that you are not held responsible for. In my heart I do believe this, you were the most selfless wonderful person I will ever know. You didnt deserve this. I love you mama....